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I remembered this site today and i'm surprised how it changed!! I don't know if you guys still remember me. I think i left the Deviantart since 3 years ago, and sadly i came back here today bare handy without any new art. It saddens me, that since I came here to Germany (btw, I'm still living in Germany since 3 years now) I cant draw anything anymore, actually I lost all interest in any hobby that I used to have. I'm now just playing video games, which I didn't before to push my stress away. Did this accord to you guys?

When I try to draw something I only see a blank paper, nothing more, I guess being in a new environment have affected me in everything, not everything is bad, of course i learned a lot of new exciting things, yet...in return, i lost so many things.


I want to start writing how I feel more, it helps me figure out what really happening to me, and also if this also can happen to you, you know like sharing info's.


Hope you guys are doing well and wish you a nice relaxing evening.

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hello everyone! Yui Hirasawa (Castanets Dance) [V1] 
there's a great news!!
I'm finally in Germany Yui Chair Icon  ,I got my visa and flew directly from Turkey to here ...omg!
I'm living currently in Mainz...it's so so calm city..I've never seen so much silence in my life..like the drops of rains i could hear it ahahaha.
I'm still learning German it's still hard for me, i don't understand them when they talk and try to speak English Icon Yui Hirasawa - K-ON! [ #69 ] , hopefully i can.

thank you for reading this.
I could't draw anything again, life makes it hard for me to have the material and time :bademoticon: .so sorry my watchers!

have a nice day and i hope your dreams come true like mine.

if anyone likes to speak German with me you're welcomed XD
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a Hectic year

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hello everybody Icon Yui Hirasawa - K-ON! [ #68 ] 
it's been a very very long while-i know- it was a very difficult year for  me however i graduated with a very good marks [ Icon #4 ] Yui Hirasawa and got my PMD i'm happy and also scared cuz my life working-journey has just began .

good news for me i'll be traveling to Turkey in 8/1 and to go to the German Embassy to do my interview to get my German-Visa,i hope very much to get  it Icon Yui (i've been studying German for the last 9 months if you want to talk to me in German i'm delighted to do so),i'm not travelling as a refugee cuz i think i can't make itIcon [24] Yui my family helped me getting the money and through my savings .

i drew some sketches but i couldn't do any decent one, i think i can't have the time to do any drawings anymore,so i'm very sorry for my watchers i let you down Yui Hirasawa (Don't glare at me) [V1]  (if any one of you were waiting ahahaha, i think not XD )

i'll tell as soon as i can if any up dates came up.
wish me good luck (i need it 100% , my life depends on it and on the money of course XD Yui Hirasawa (Castanets Dance) [V1]  )
i feel shameful to say this but if anyone of you wants to donates some points to help i'll be deeply happy Yui Hirasawa (High School Life) [V1] 
i wrote some short stories i'll download it as soon as i can.
i hope when i be in German to be major in Pneumology or Hematology. It's gonna be very hard for me to survive there ,however i think i have very good potentials to be a respectful doctor one day :iconuu-plz:

i know i put lots of Yui here but i missed using her Yui Hirasawa (Lost) [V1] 
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weird title didn't know what to write there >.< 

hello everyone ,before everything this new DA makes me somehow uncomfortable feels like i'm an intruder or something :iconcrydesuplz: 
well now ,i'm sorry for being such indifferent about replying to you my friends :iconpachuuplz: but there are some difficult situations ,net problems ,electricity short time problems etc~~which i couldn't reach here.

this year is very much critical for me,i have to study a lot (about 4000 paper :iconyuicry2plz: )also i have a graduation research project that i must finish it by 5th month and i was studying German these past 3months , that's why i don't have the time to draw, this is not a big deal i should just focus more on my studying i really need  good concentration and after 7 months from now i will have my PMD yaaaay :iconmoesmileplz:

so from now till 4/9th month i will be not able to be here :iconsaddesuplz: sorry my new watchers (and thank you who watched me lately and i haven't been able to thank him/her :")

oh i should mention this,thank you everyone for your best lovely wishes :la: ,i really was happy when i saw them :iconyuihugplz:

:iconkuri-kuu: waaah you did another account :iconyuiwahplz: it's great you know to start refresh again i hope you get more viewers ,you are a very talented artist : )

:iconnicolettethestrange: omg i miss you soo much dear Nickyy :iconkawaiikissplz: though i was still waiting for your reply ehehehe no need to apologies>< i reaally understand :D i hope that you're doing well and healthy(no more Bronchitis  :hug:) oh and thank you a lot for your best wishing and your points ,you know i think about you esp when i study cus your words gave me motivation :huggle:

:iconcremeglaceecerise: kdfksnskmafko i don't know from where i should start >< i miss talking to you yes a lot : D
i know you're busy too with your studying you have a big year too , i hope things are going well with you :huggle: lets do our best we will rock the world with our marks and score (oh my i seem to be so off the line XD )
i feel that you didn't watch HxH yet ahahaha well i haven't watch any other anime lately ehehe

:iconlee-chan97: kifek ya 7ilwe? ana kteer asfeh ma 3m beb3tlek reply >< inshallah el2moor m3k mni7a? enti 3ndk bakaloria mowafa2a ya rab bkel shi ana mali khaifeh 3liki you are smart you'll do great i'm sure of that :>

and for the ones that want to know how things have been here.well ...it's sad really sad i can't even describe it with words ,that's why i'm deciding to go abroad wish me good luck or more like opportunity : ) 
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feature #2

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haiiiii everyone~:iconsatoshiwaveplz: 
how are you? it's very hottt in my city ,about 40c ;A; i'm melting~i can't wait till the sun goes so the weather gets more cooler!

this is my second feature journal :iconyeashplz: ,have a nice look on them and enjoy :iconyuiwahplz: should've done it from a long time ago,lazy me =v=

1-:iconkuri-min: <da:thumb id="475323574"/>

2- :iconyoxiru:  its raining jallyfish by yoxiru

3- :iconlucky67: <da:thumb id="466548214"/>

4- :iconcremeglaceecerise:  Hi, I'm Atel :D by cremeglaceecerise

5- :iconkhimmiem: <da:thumb id="465042439"/>

6- :iconblackro0ose: <da:thumb id="465440705"/>

7- :iconrredenvous: <da:thumb id="429766659"/>

8- :icontakamin:  .:: Tranquil ::. by Takamin

9-:iconnephilimdaliross:   Lavi by NephilimDaliross

10-:iconraakxhyrshapeshifter:  Floppy eared Dog: Contest Entry by RaakxhyrShapeshifter  Another Husky Puppy sketch by RaakxhyrShapeshifter i were so confuse to choose! 

well anyone who wants to be featured just comment there's no limit spaces ,that's a special offer hehe :icongirldanceplz:
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